Im still here, lol.

Nothing new here...im still baby lusting, trying to stay positive that come this time next year, we will be gearing up to TTC. So much has to happen between then and now tho. Hubby still has no job, my business is still...sigh..i dunno, i have very little monies to invest in getting it started and hubby's unemployment is about to run out so im feeling really down about it all. We still gotta move (which cant happen until our current lease is up, but still), gotta get some savings going and a baby fund going and i'd like to procure a puppy before we get started (thas a want not a need lol).

So i dunno, im just feeling very blah about it all. Father's day was kinda awkward as i felt some kind of way that hubby still isnt a father and im sure hubby felt some kind of way that he's 32 years old and still not a father. We feel like we're stuck in some of the thickest mud.

But there is a way. There always is a way and we will find it.